Max

25/05/2010 心情故事: 鱼的眼泪之陪同鱼儿度过的日子

是否我胡思乱想，心里总是纳闷地。
脑袋一片空白没有方向不知所去。

是否我越是爱你，心里越是寂寞地。
回想过去的对白也许会觉得有点委屈。

我害怕再次的见面，会是陌生的约会。
我害怕这次的情伤，我会选择一个人承罪。

原谅我冷漠，原谅我残酷，原谅我什么都不说。
原谅我冷漠，原谅我残酷，原谅我只想独自哭。
原谅我冷漠，原谅我残酷，原谅我是擦肩而过。
原谅我冷漠，原谅我残酷，原谅我已习惯独路。

至今我不知道要对你怎么说。
对你我以前的甜蜜开始冷落。

灰

21/05/2010 (心情故事: 鱼的眼泪之陪同鱼儿度过的日子)

是我改变了，还是我麻木，对我来说都是什么样的道路。
曾经为情伤，不敢去回顾，曾经因为背叛偷偷一个人哭。
而被伤害了，还对你维护，我知道只能远远的为你祝福。

害怕灰天地暗的感觉，害怕回到喘息的空间，希望有人陪在我身边。
害怕灰天地暗的感觉，害怕重视诚信與诺言，我的内心依然是雨天。

现在的我无法说我还好没事，因为不了解自己，连我也开始。
醒觉一切都不是童话里故事，没有白雪公主也没有白马王子。

我曾爱过你 (06/11/2009)

I am loss....I was lost.... (27/10/2009)

When a flower blooms on a barren land fertilized with pain...
It brings forth not happiness but emotional gain...
Feeling of being intoxicately numb...
Such a strange numb... and it brings my knees to the earth
I feel I am more of healing to be able to release the bad blood
as bleeding of my soul to cleanse my inner self...

To free my emotions that have too long internally dwell,
what I have live on a deeper unreachable level perhaps....
Many times I even feel invisible not being able to attach myself with this world....
In-depth of my heart live in quiet, lonely,monotoneous, boring, desperation...
I am loss..... I was lost

There's something that is missing in my life perhaps....
I feel a sense unfulfillment.....just like everyone else that have gone through....
I am awaiting... my glimpse of light......

Not A Dream (26/10/2009)

You sing to my soul with your eyes
Every tune gently caressing my senses
A picture so beautiful you paint with your words in my mine
Your masterpiece captures my heart in-depth
For this captivating excitement might cease it from beating
Through my five senses induce my emaciation body
Not a word do I need to speak
Your eyes speak solely to mine as your gaze bears right into my soul
My tongues entwined taste sweetness from your voice
It wasn’t a dream… let me occupied until the end of eternity